Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Words cannot explain

According to my PT, this is the top most painful surgeries (leg?) to have... MPFL replacement (mine), Quad tendon repair, and posterior tibial corner reconstruction. Maybe I should have just left my knee the way it was...

Seriously, I cried when I got up to go to the bathroom. Now I'm afraid of getting kidney stones because I'm too afraid to get up. Gross, I know, sorry. It's the truth. My pain medication isn't even doing anything anymore. I'm afraid to take too much and end up... well... dead.

I hope this is worth it. I guess I'll know in... 6 months.

Shit. If someone would like to smother me with a pillow tonight, I wouldn't be opposed to it.

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